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damn.... i havent writtin in here 4 ever!!! i thought i would since i have nothin better 2 do right now.... lets see i have an awesome boyfriend who i really like and he treats me good so that is goin good =) i dont hang out w/ any of my friends ne more it feels like i dont even have friends ne more cause all i do is work work work the hang out w/ staci and r boyfriends and the fact that i have gained a shot load of weight makes me not want 2 see ppl b./c i feel discusting and im scared ppl will think im fat =( i hate this i fuckin have 2 go on meds 4 anziaty and my meds were makin me fat and i didnyt no that it was the #1 sideaffect. so yeah i just swiched meds it sux caused ive been so depressed like i cant get out of bed i sleep my life away till i have 2 work then i hang out w/ my boyfried i am pathetic it kinda like sux. but i hate this weight thing right now its really bothering me alot like i have always been really tiny and now im fat... fuck it i guess thats like 4 you =(
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[23 Feb 2005|10:08am] |
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well um hmmm.... i havent updated in a long time but right now im at Honda North just chillin w/ ma dukes waitin 4 her oil change n shiiat. she wanted me to come with her so i went cause i want to be on her good side if you know what i mean. its vacation!!! WAAAHOOOO hahah its been goin aiight i guess so far ive been hanging out w/ nikita and we have fun hahah i love herr... on another note.... me and brett completly done.... his cousin who is 24 is callin me and threatin me and its so pathetic but what ever. i dont care ne more i mean im not loosing sleep over it so i dont care. ive been hangin out w/ trev a lot and i love it! and hes sooo cute! i wanna do somethin fun 2nite.... hmmm but yea there is prob nothing to do like always. im so sick of drama its so dumb!!!!!!! people just need to stop bein so queer. what ever im over it!! so lets see.. last nite i worked then nikita picked me up and we were just sittin in mcdonalds parking lot w/ a bunch of sketchy ppl ahhh ahhaha then we went 2 trevs n hank came over and so did gumont it was fun. then we went 2 condellis 2 get food cause we were hungry and then we went home and i ate 3 bowls of cereal yes i no fat ass and then i went 2 bed "dont bother me cause i plan on sleeping" right keet hahah <3 you well yea im bored and i wanna go back 2 bed and my side hurts n i donno y? hmmm well yea latassssss
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[31 Jan 2005|02:15am] |
Basics...
name = Tiffany
piercing = Ears, belly button
tattoos =very soon a lil heart!
height= 5'5 1/2"
shoe size = 4 1/2 6 1/2
hair color = blonde
eye color = blue
siblings = steph,shells,ash,& michael and obv. staciii!
Last...
movie you rented =4 rooms and spun
movie you bought = mean girls
song you listened to = lil jon-crunk juice
song that was stuck in your head = the gwen 1
cd you bought = lil jon- crunk juice
cd you listened to = a "summer mix"
person you've called = brettricle<3
person that's called you = matt
person you've beat up = prob was my sister
tv show you've watched = real world
person you were thinking of =brett
Do...
you have a crush on someone = I do BaT
wish you could live somewhere else = yessssss
you and your parents get along? =yea
you think about suicide = think about it but woukld never do it
you believe in online dating = haha NO
others find you attractive = :), I dont know...so they say
you like cleaning = yea sometimes
you like roller coasters = no
you write in cursive or print = print
For or Against...
long distance relationship = yea if you really like them
suicide = not good, its sad
killing people = hahaha i wish
teenage smoking = do what you want, some people kinda need it ya know.
driving drunk = not good but ppl do it all the time
gay/lesbian relati = i guess what ever floats ur boat
Have You...
ever cried over a girl = haha
ever cried over a boy = yes
ever been shipped away because you caused trouble = not "shipped away" haha
ever been cheated on = yup SUX!
ever cheated on some = yea i would never do it again tho
suspended = yea
ever lied to someone =yea
ever been slapped = yea
ever been arrested = yea
What...
shampoo do you use = biolage
shoes do you wear = depends... i got like a million pairs, im a chick duuhhh
are you scared of = lots of things
Number...
of times I have been in love? = 1
of times I have had my heart broken? = a few
of hearts I have broken? = i hope not to many
of guys you have gone out with? = ummm??
of girls I have kissed? = uhhh....
of boys I have kissed? = ummm... do not know
of girls I've slept with? = not literally slept w/ but a lot of girls i have slept with in the same bed and thats it
of boys I've slept with? = a couple
of girls you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you? = staci obv.but 2 bad we are goin out
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a bunch haha
of scars on my body? = a few
of bruises on your body? = a lot and i donno y eitehr!!!!
of things in my past that I regret? = the worst thing i ever did was let go of YOU, ment everything 2 me and u still do
of guys that have seen you naked? = ummm i donnno.
of girls that have seen you naked? = girl friends see each other all the time... duh
Do you think you are...
pretty = sometimes
funny = sometimes
hot = sometimes
friendly = barely
amusing = yea
ugly = yea
loveable = haha
caring = yea
sweet = yea
dorky = haha you have no idea
Favorite...
5 letter word = boyss
actor/actress = umm
Candy = everythin
Cartoon = Striperella, family guy
Cereal = fruity pepples
Chewing gum = orbit
Color(s) = PINK
Color nail polish = pink
Day of week = saturday
Least favorite day of week = monday
Flower = i dont lik floswer unless they are pink or red roses
Jello flavor = blue
Jewelry = i <3 it
Special skills/talents = ummm not sure prob nothing
Summer/Winter = summer
Person who last...
Slept in your bed = me
Saw you cry = china
Made you cry = fucker
You went to the movies with = uhhh... its been a while?... quinn,tony,toner,tarr,nikeet skeet, and pat
Yelled at you = mommy
Sent you an email = funnies opage ahh annoyin
Have you ever...
Said "I love you" and meant it? = yea
Ran away = too much
Been chased by the cops = yup
Gone out in public in your pajamas = yea
Kept a secret from everyone? = YES
Cried during a movie = uhh yup
Planned your week based on the TV Guide = haha no
Been on stage = yeaaa
Been to New York = nope but soon!
Been to California =nope my cousin lives there and my aunt got murderd there =(
Hawaii: I wish
China = noooooope but i <3 her!
Canada = not yet i suck
Europe = no
Asia = no
South America = no
Australia = i wanna see some kangaroos
Wished you were the opposite sex = yeeea sometimes
What time is it now? = 2:39 am.... shiiiiit 2:39am woah
Chose...
Apples or bananas? = neither both are gross
Blue or red? = uhh blue
Spring or Fall? = spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this? = bed prolly
What was the last meal you ate? =coookkkiiiieeees but i ate chinka food 4 din din
Are you bored? = yeah lol
Last noise you heard? = tv in living room
Last smell you sniffed? = my hair smells sooo good!
Friendship/Love= thats 2 hard 2 choose over
Do you believe in love at first sight? = it depends
Do you want children one day, if so, how many? = if any then 2
Boys name(s) = ummm....
Girls name(s) = dont no its gunna b a while....
Most important thing to you in a friendship is = trust
Other Info...
Criminal record? = lil bit
When was the last time you were drunk? = ummmm....
When was the last time you got high? = other day
Do you speak any other languages? = umm somewhat spanish
Last book you read? =ummm....
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom = a lot
How do you vent your anger? = haha
Worst feeling in the world = death/ missing someone
Who you love = well i love my "fucker" and i always will
Who you miss = brett
Nickname(s) = tiff, tiffer, stiff,tac,stiffy,town bike, sexy thang <3(bt)tiffy,tittany sooo may
How old do you look? = umm i guess 16 so i get told =( cause i 18!!!
How old do you act? = i dunno, what u think?
Glasses/Contacts? = contacts
Braces = not ne more had them in 5th grade till 7ish grade
Do you have any pets? dog(sandy)Cat (tigger)cat (curtis)cat(sammy) kitten(baby<3).
You get embarrassed = once in a while
What makes you happy? = a few things
What upsets you? = a few things
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[22 Jan 2005|08:33pm] |
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which laguna beach cast member are you?
find out at tell-tale-heart!
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[10 Jan 2005|03:19am] |
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what i miss...
-you always being there for me
-u caring 4 me
-always calling me
-telling me u loved me and ment it
-the way u touched me
-i miss the way u kiss
-i miss being ur lil girl
-i miss u smiling at me and telling me everything is ok
-always together
-cuddling
-the way u smell
-sleep overs
-how you were so nice 2 my brotrher and sisters and my parents
-the looks u always gave me
-u cooking me food
-always taking care of me
-always protecting me from everything
-always making me go 2 school
AND MOST OF ALL I MISS EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING ABOUT U
what i dont miss/hate
-i HATE how your w/ her now.. i no u dont really love her
-wrestling w/ me
-fighting
-being mean 2 me on the phone
( venting so you dont have 2 read )
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[06 Jan 2005|03:49am] |
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so yea its 349 in the morn and im up.. im pissed i was sleepin but i fell asleep in my sisters bed and she woke me up at 1ish 2ish and now i cant sleep ahhh...
I FUCKIN' LOVE N MISS QUINN AND NIKITA SOOO MUCH!!! keet skeeet do u hate me? i loveeeeeee youuuuu!
i wish i had a boyfriend :o\
( do it! )
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[29 Dec 2004|09:52pm] |
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I LOVE MY SEXYYYYYY THANNNNNNG!!!!! <3 :o)
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[18 Nov 2004|03:13pm] |
x =things i've done
- =sort of
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[-] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job .
[x] celebrated new years in times square.
[-] went on a blind date .
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[-] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[x] drove illegally
Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[-] feel lonely .
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] think your attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[ ] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae./ska
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[-] have slippers.
[cappys and tonys 2 bed] wear boxers.
[x] wear underwear in general
[x] wear thongs.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[ ] like to read.
[ ] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
Are you...
[x] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[-] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.
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[07 Nov 2004|06:53pm] |
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hmmm.... lets see this weekend was very good.... fri. went 2 the football game w/ quinn tarr tony toner and met ppl there then we went to the movies and we met nikita and pat there and we saw the grudge just let me tell you it sucked like it wasnt even scary n usually so scared of scary movies and i was laughing haha..... then we went to toner every one cept nikita and pat we lost them? i donno and then i brought tarr to her car and went home but i had fun cause i missed those boys so F'in much! and every one there is like honestly my best friends they mean everything to me! LOVW YOU GUYS! te he he.... sat. slept got my i90 2 work woooot and had 2 work at 4-9 it was my first nite, im working at spuds now stephanie silver trained me and she is just sooo awesome shes so nice! and im workin tues 4-9 hostessing fri 4-8or 9 curb and sat 430-9 hostesing so yeahh but when i got home i had the worst head ache and i talked 2 quinn 4 a few pendak was tryin 2 get me to go out and so wasnt geoff but i didnt feel good and i had 2 bring my brother to blockbuster and had 2 pick my sister up at 1130 so yeaahhh then i had 2 wait up all nite for my dumb ass cousin but yeahhh then slept in today and did tons of make up work and thats what im goin 2 do now so PEACE.
<3 i love all my friends
keeeeeeeet <3333333
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[21 Oct 2004|09:51pm] |
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umm hmmm.... lets see i miss toner and tony, alot =( they will be home soon.... i wish it was sooner tho. on halloween it's brett's 19th b-day! waaahhoooo! haha he's old...haha ummmm... i donno im so confused... i dont get ne thing any more.... specially YOU.! errr u fuck w/ my head sooo bad tell me im way better off w/o brett n 2 not go 4 him and that i could do alot better... well who the fuck am i suppost 2 go 4? i mean c'mon now like i mean ur goin 2 say that about everyone that i go for like yea i still like you alot but hunny u have A GIRLFRIEND! what do u want me 2 do about it? yea im venting and if you dont wanna listen to me bitch then dont read my journal because this is for me to write what i wanna and what i feel soo yea..... 2morrow is friday im pumped i wanna hang out w/ stavros and quinn n keet skeet n all those cool kids!!!! cause i love them and they COMPLETE ME and there their for me unlike SOME PPL... but its not like i care cause ur life sucks hahah I LAUGH AT YOU!
well leave some comments <3
i miss you like crazy boyyy and i love you sooo much and i donno what 2 do :o/
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| ¤I LOVE STAVROS!¤ |
[15 Oct 2004|11:52pm] |
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I LOVE STAVROSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
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[14 Oct 2004|04:00pm] |
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errrrrrr.... i am so annoyed... i fuckin miss my friends =( i want them home nowwwwwww!!! the stuff that i have heard is sad and makes me cry like i just want them back... i cant handle this..... stavry is goin 2 have no where 2 live... but he can live w/ me ill make my parents let him. i really want a boyfriend too but like i only want there's 2 boys 2 b it but i donno? errr wtf.... keet i love u hang in there!! quinner is suppost 2 b finbding me out some stuff i love her! and 2morrow is friday.... like im excited but its goin 2 b weird w/ all my friends not being here? i love billy and i hope he's not sad ne more.... i donno.. i wanna hang out w/ cappy 2nite but i donno??
YUP.
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[11 Oct 2004|06:13pm] |
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I LOVE NIKITER AND QUINNER AND MY WEEKEND WAS COMPLETE! AND CANT WAIT 4 NEXT WEEEEEKENDDD!!!
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2morrow is my 18th birthday woot! 2 bad i have a fuckin cold :o(
YAY IM GETTIN MY BELLY BUTTON PIERCED WOOOT!
I LOVE NIKITERRR!
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lets see.... this weekend was AWESOME =) just what i needed...
friday-school then home n took a nap till 7ish got ready went 2 stacis then we went 2 curriers which that was very fun then at like 11ish me n jackie headed 2 james which that was veeryyyyy fun <3 then i went back 2 curries n then home 2 sleep haha and alex stevens called me like 20 times that nite and he started from 130ish 2 like 5 grrr....
sat- woke up and went 2 work at 8 left at 11 came home took a nap got woken up by dragon haha n then got up and was just being lazy and then i got ready n went 2 tolmans 4 a lil bit.... and tehn i left 2 meet up w/ dragon and keith at walmart but they were also w/ brett n toner so we drove around met up w/ maureen and then went 2 the square 4 abit... oh yea and we went 2 the new dunks n sat there 4 like 20 mins cause they were watchin an accident haha... and on the way 2 the square brett toner n keith thought it would b funny 2 use trhis blue lighjt thing and make it look like we were gettin pulled over i started freakin out and was slowing down and put my blinker on and dragon was about 2 jump out of my car and run and tehy started 2 laugh cause they were fuckin w/ us and dragon got mad cause he cant be gettin into trouble but yea haha n then we drove around a lil more then we went 2 cappys but i left after like 10 mins and i came home and then i went out w/ my sis 4 like an hour and then came home n went 2 bed.. oh yea i saw my stavry and he told me he was moving back into my locker yayyy ahahah...... i had fun...
then 2day i woke up and went 2 the football game w/ beeve's tolman smell silly and his g/f.. met up w/ brett toner dragon kate mookie paul danielle kayla and i think thats it tehre and yea....
im sick of ppl pretending 2 b my "friend" cause u go off and tell ppl im a fucked up person and that i have no friends and that ur not my friend but u seem 2 talk 2 me like were friends... oh well
and my throat hurts =( ewwwieee
im soo sick of boys all they do is play mind games so bad..... grrrr i want a boyfriend but like i want the person i want it 2 b and grrr 2 bad im so F'in ugly and cant get em :*(
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[13 Sep 2004|07:42pm] |
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lets see i havent updated in awhile, ive been sick and it sux cause of the fuckin school rule like 2day i went 2 the nurse cause i didnt feel good and she sent me home.... and my mom made me go 2 the boys and girls club 2 talk 2 the guy about my community service and i felt like shit the whole time... and im so sick of my fuckin cousin like he keeps tellin me hes gettin me a nextel and he never does and hes using my car 2nite and it pissess me off cause ill do stuff 4 him and he wont do shit 4 me... grrrr that fuckin mother fucker.....
I HATE BOYSSSS..... ahh there so confusing like he will b all over me and i wont like him but like ive always had feelings 4 this kid and i always will and hes like i really love u like u dont understand like everytime i see u i want u even more and like hes all over me and tells me he misses me sooo much and shit and that obviously makes me like him alot more and then like the next weekend he calls me n tells me 2 come over cause he wants 2 see me and so i go over and we watch a movie and cuddle <3 but ahh i donno he confuses me like i wish shit was the way it was a long time ago, last year thats how long ago, but its weird cause we both still have feelings for each other but we were both mean 2 each other at 1 point cause shit got FUCKED UP but ahhh i just want him 2 be mine again..... sorrry for rambling.
on the 24th its my 18 b-day!!! and im gunna get my bellybutton pierced on the day then get a tattoo like a month later... im gunna have a PARTTYYYYY!haha im queer its all set tho....
i love my girly's there just to damn cute XoOx
<3 RcC, you mean everything to me =)<3 XoOx
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~*Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story*~
im like always depressed now... eeeeek i donno why? cause nothing can ever go right in my life... maybe thats why.....
jimmy seabrook ahahah was so funny 2nite!!!
well hmmm..... 2nite i left pretty early and i went 2 beeve's left 2 get some food n just stayed at the square. i saw rianin 2nite which i have missed that girl cause she was w/ me all the time... but yea i found out exactly what happend.... 42 zanthrax, X, coke, and alot of alchy.... u even died 4 a min n were in a comma..... hunnny u shouldnt let a girl make u wanna overdose n kill urself... 2morrow i am visitin him and then hes goin 2 the sycho ward... awwww I LOVE YOU!
summer was hmmm... i donno fuckin AWESOME at the beginin and now it sux.... like i donno its weird now.... nothing 2 really do ne more?! i donno i just everythin was like it use 2 be....... hmmmm......
IM HUNGRYYYY! time 2 pig out...
2morrow... gotta get up 2 go 2 some dumb thing at 11. then i donno... hmmm i wanna hang w/ stavry cause i love him so much like no 1 understands hes my best friend =)
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umm hmmm... ive just been basicly doin the same old last nite was fun tho... I LOVE MY BOYS =) well ne ways i gotta get up early 2morrow 2 do my senior pics and yea then i donno what im doin hopefully somethin fun.... last nite i saw alot of ppl i missed like jewie aka my other half, he made me happy! ne ways hmmm.... school so soon. i went shoppin w/ my mommy 2day it was nice cause i never spend time w/ her and i love her..... hmm
<3 i love that sexy boy <3
GG-I LOVE YOU BOY, hang in there... dont be doin ne more stupid things... ur lilife will work things out... ke my BIG bro i love u always....
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